I really felt like this written verse was written about Matt and I.
1.)I have called myself fat before while looking in the mirror. I use to do it at the trailer,the mirror in the kitchen particularly. And He would say no I am not. I never wondered why I couldn't be both. I had to be one or the other,and I was fat.
3.) I have done this. I have looked on his Fb just searching for "signs". I have even picked up his phone,rarely but i have.
5.) YES, FUCK YOU COSMO!
6.) the only reason we did it (in the past with the lights off) is bc he felt unsexy. I have been turning off the lights recently bc I don't feel sexy enough for the lights to be on. I don't think he has noticed, bc I am sure he is taking it as habit.
7.) I love feeling his hip bones and have been telling him this from day one! He doesn't believe me when I tell him he is hot,sexy,handsome etc.I also believed (and sometimes I still do) that he will "wake up" and go find his true love.
8.) Girls do flirt with him. But since he doesn't flirt with them, I switch it on them and start flirting with them. He likes taking pictures of me. Like lots of pictures,and I eat it up.
10.) he does. :D